So i have been with my boyfriend for about 5 months, and i just dont know what to make of it.
i love him, i love our relationship. but there is always something annoying either him or me. mostly him. it's like, he wants to spend time with me, and when he does he feels guilty that hes not with his mates. when hes with his mates he feels guilty that hes not with me. Tell me how am i suposed to help with this problem? its kind of rediculous because no matter what he has he always feels guilty. 'the grass is always greener' situation. Possibly not, is he being selfish? or is he just trying desperately to find the balance. We talked last night about what we feel about our relationship and it was really confusing because its like, he loves me, he wants me, but he's got so much other stuff going on that he gets distracted by me and that frustrates me. This guy is a 'gamer' or whatever you call it... a 'cyberathlete' which sounds like bollocks if you ask me. but its like he wastes SO many hours playing counterstrike when he could be doing work. why does he feel guilty hes not working when hes with me? and not when hes uselessly shooting people on the internet? i dont really undersdand.
anyway hes going away soon he will be in Nepal helping out in a few orphanages for about two weeks, which is an amazing experience for him but i will really miss him =(
and boys say girls are confusing....